I have reconnected with the love of my life. My Soul mate. I left this girl so very long ago in San Francisco Ca. over 40 years ago! She found me. I lost touch with her. I was stupid and very young. It was a mistake that cost me dearly! I have never been able to feel real love for a woman like I did and do for Lisa! My god, what did I do? But God brought her back to me. I always knew there was something that prevented me from being able to be in true love. It was because I never fell out of love with Lisa! If you are young, please never make the mistake I did! I’ve been unhappy for all these years. I’ve been married several times and I just couldn’t do it! I love every one of my children with all my heart and soul! But my happiness has never been there! I have often thought God was punishing me because of the war and the things I did in that war! But that is not the case, God is merciful and forgives all! My pain has been of my own making. If I had just been more upfront and had expressed my feelings to her, God how happy I could’ve been and to be with her, my true dream girl! I have written the past several poems for her! They are my true feelings and fact! Again I must express»»Don’t do as I did«« Be happy and love her now!
I am writing this because I consider you part of my family and I love my Blogspot, and tumblr family! Every one of you that read my material has helped me overcome much of my depression caused by PTSD! Every Like and comment I receive is God sent and I appreciate it more than anyone could ever know! THANK YOU all from the bottm of my heart and soul!